The Window She Stopped Looking

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She stopped opening the

curtains somewhere between

March and June.

Not on purpose. It was

more that the light began

to feel like an opinion

the room kept offering

her, and she had nothing

to offer back. The

window kept doing its job

with a kind of blind

loyalty — same square,

same angle of sun, same

neighbor walking a dog

she had memorized the

route of.

One afternoon she stood

in front of it and

realized she had no idea

who was supposed to live

here now. The plants had

given up first. Then the

mail. Then the playlist

she used to leave on for

the room itself, as if

a kitchen deserved a

soundtrack.

The window didn't mind.

It had been a window

through other people's

emptier seasons too. It

let the light in without

asking what she'd done

with it, and on the

days she finally pulled

the curtain aside, the

room didn't comment. It

just admitted her, the

way a quiet house

remembers how to.

numbness · emptiness · afternoon · home · healing

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